Monday, November 17, 2008

lost and found.hopefully.

i've lost and broken many things during my time here:
-keys (12 times)
-bowl
-phone charger
-credit card
-my laughter

my most recent lost is my M Card. could it be any worse?the answer is yes.

i haven't found what i'm looking for yet.i haven't found a group of solid friends that can stay with me, no matter what the weather is. it's ironic how it fell apart once the seasons started to change from fall to winter. i haven't found classes that i'm really passionate about. i haven't found my soul mate yet. i haven't found my path, my future, or my purpose. i haven't found myself completely. i have so much to learn. in the process, i keep falling on the ground. i am bruised, but i'm not broken. i can't stop now. i'm almost home. i want to go home.

3 comments:

Melissa said...

dang, tiff. you need to learn to keep track of your stuff better! :( anyway, it'll be okay - first semester's always kind of frazzling (frazzled?). but hang in there - it gets better. you'll get used to being independent, i'm sure of it.

Michellious said...

dude this post is about to make me cry. :'( you sound so upset and sad.

i might not know what you're going through (and quite frankly i'm scared shitless about it myself because i'd be going through what you're going through in about a month's time) but c'mon girl! you're tough, i know you are. : ) even when times are really rough you'll pull through, right?

*huggles*

and DANG this post made me wish i could transfer straight to michigan and bring you lots and lots of seedless grapes.

heehee.

remember: HE LOVES YOU!!

and me too. hehehe. ^_^V

love,
chelle.

Unknown said...

what car? should have password protection. Ok. cancel it ASAP and apply 1 more. bumpy way is always a fast and effective way to train yourself with a littl bit painful felling only. As I told you before, the reason that I can run that fast is from Nai-nai's chasing! Anyway, take easy and like father, like daughter. be strong!