waitttttt.they don't love you like i love you

pack up
don't stray
oh say say say
oh say say say
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two of my friends are leaving this week.one is leaving tomorrow and the other is leaving on thursday.: \.i have one suitcase full already.the second one is going to be pretty empty on purpose.can't have too much weight in your suitcase anyway. the airport keeps lowering the max. weight for suitcases.so annoying haha.: |

no driving class tomorrow due to the typhoon.that means two classes i have to make up.hm.can't wait to get back behind the wheel.there's really nothing to do at home.not even sure if i can go hang out with a friend tomorrow because of the weather.hm.hopefully? haha.or we'll have to reschedule to wed.

it's finally happening.july will soon be over, summer will soon be gone, school is going to start very, very soon. when august comes, it's about time to go buy some taiwanese junk food and put it in the second suitcase. then it'll be 4 a.m., august 16, time to catch my flight. then i'll be out of here...for awhile.what am i supposed to be feeling right now? true, leaving kind of sucks. but it's also exciting. where is the balance? don't want to cry just yet.don't want to cry at all. what am i supposed to do with the time left? i feel like i'm not doing enough but at the same time, i know deep down that all i have now is really all i need. want to be content yet i feel the need to dream big and achieve more. it's a tugging feeling, really.